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Wednesday, October 03, 2007

Finally deleted all the previous blog entries one by one. And some events just flooded my mind. Happy and unhappy. Somehow, i feel that i am the reason for failed relationships in the past. My lack of trust in my partner, the lack of security. It is all coming back again. I've got to learn to trust. To make myself not think too much and trust in my partner, i've got to keep myself busy. but there is no one i can keep myself busy with. and i start thinking alot again.
"will he just fall out of love with me one day?"
"what to do when this happens?"
"will i just lose him one day?"
i will need to keep myself even busier then. But i feel like there isn't anyone that can do that. and i am really scared. i cannot stand being alone.

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